jdubb4045
09-13-2012, 09:28 AM
I had one of the strangest days today. I had the day off work, which I feel makes me feel worse as I have more time to worry about things. However my job is changing soon and the thought of that also scares me. I do plumbing for a living. Once I finish a building, I have to travel to another one. This causes a lot of anxiety because I have to basically start all over every time a job ends. I have to meet all the new people and management on the new job and it takes a lot to get comfortable with everything.
Anyways I got up this morning and thought to myself "Hey I want to go to the casino today" There is a casino about 1.5 hours from my house. So I actually got in my truck and started driving. About 25 minutes into the drive I had a terrible case of unreality. I mean for a few seconds I almost did not know where I was or how I had gotten there. This scared me pretty bad and I got off the next exit and turned around. Once I calmed down, I decided to go to the book store and I continued to have these strange feelings while I was there. I know this can be a symptom of anxiety, but it still scares me. I guess I just feel like I am going to crack up or go insane. I really want to get over this and be better. I have decided to start taking the paxil my pychiatrist precribed me. I hope it helps.
Anyways I got up this morning and thought to myself "Hey I want to go to the casino today" There is a casino about 1.5 hours from my house. So I actually got in my truck and started driving. About 25 minutes into the drive I had a terrible case of unreality. I mean for a few seconds I almost did not know where I was or how I had gotten there. This scared me pretty bad and I got off the next exit and turned around. Once I calmed down, I decided to go to the book store and I continued to have these strange feelings while I was there. I know this can be a symptom of anxiety, but it still scares me. I guess I just feel like I am going to crack up or go insane. I really want to get over this and be better. I have decided to start taking the paxil my pychiatrist precribed me. I hope it helps.