annalea(:
09-10-2012, 04:08 PM
So, today was my first day of my new college not knowing anyone!!
I done two years at a different college but i joined that college with my friends group from school, so today was terrifying!!
I started a media makeup and hair course, naturally i try to make my makeup and hair PERFECT! But, soon as i stepped out side it started raining, ruining everything! My boyfriend decided to drop me off at college so i wasn't on my own but in the car i was filled with anxiety, felt and looked like crap!!
Rupert gave me a kiss goodbye and wished me luck and went, great, i was on my own!
Then i met my class and they are so nice!! I got compliments on my bag and jacket so that made me feel better, my day went on perfectly!
When i got home i realised, i had totally forgotten about my anxiety all day! It was brilliant looking back on today, chatting away with new people, touching doors and not have a compulsion to wash my hands or a negative thought! I felt free and relaxed!
I am SOOO excited to spend the next two years studying something i love and being free!
It just shows that when your doing something you really enjoy you can totally banish your anxiety doing that activity!
I done two years at a different college but i joined that college with my friends group from school, so today was terrifying!!
I started a media makeup and hair course, naturally i try to make my makeup and hair PERFECT! But, soon as i stepped out side it started raining, ruining everything! My boyfriend decided to drop me off at college so i wasn't on my own but in the car i was filled with anxiety, felt and looked like crap!!
Rupert gave me a kiss goodbye and wished me luck and went, great, i was on my own!
Then i met my class and they are so nice!! I got compliments on my bag and jacket so that made me feel better, my day went on perfectly!
When i got home i realised, i had totally forgotten about my anxiety all day! It was brilliant looking back on today, chatting away with new people, touching doors and not have a compulsion to wash my hands or a negative thought! I felt free and relaxed!
I am SOOO excited to spend the next two years studying something i love and being free!
It just shows that when your doing something you really enjoy you can totally banish your anxiety doing that activity!