coffeee
08-25-2012, 12:59 AM
I am 20 years old. I am a hypochondriac. I am also afraid of doctors. I finally saw one for the first time in years. This was my first "adult" doctor visit. The reason I went was because one of my lymph nodes in my neck is swollen and I have kind of felt like I have a virus or something.
I had a 99 fever. She also noticed my tonsils were swollen (and I noticed there is a weird pink ball on one.) so we did a strep test and mono. Negative on both. She says she doesn't think it's anything serious, but offers me a blood test. I had never done one before, so I figured it would give me a little peace of mind or just tell me what was up.
Two days later, I get my results. My white blood count is 2800, which is a "little low." Ensue panic.
I talk to her today on the phone and she said she thinks it's because I have a virus. She told me to re-test in two LONG SCARY weeks. Of course I flip out. "Cancer?!" "It doesn't appear to be, but let's do a re-test."
I'm freaking out. I already think every day I have a new symptom to worry about, but with a doctor's confirmation that something is wrong/could be wrong/THE UNKNOWN I'm freaking out. I've been in tears for a solid two days, which is really inconvenient as it's my first week back for college + I'm working a new job. People are telling me I am overreacting, but the rational part of me is so drowned out by my hypochondria right now.
If the my WBC is still low next time, I have to go to a blood specialist.
I just want to go back to my normal, unwarranted worries/fears at this point.
Anyone else relate?
I had a 99 fever. She also noticed my tonsils were swollen (and I noticed there is a weird pink ball on one.) so we did a strep test and mono. Negative on both. She says she doesn't think it's anything serious, but offers me a blood test. I had never done one before, so I figured it would give me a little peace of mind or just tell me what was up.
Two days later, I get my results. My white blood count is 2800, which is a "little low." Ensue panic.
I talk to her today on the phone and she said she thinks it's because I have a virus. She told me to re-test in two LONG SCARY weeks. Of course I flip out. "Cancer?!" "It doesn't appear to be, but let's do a re-test."
I'm freaking out. I already think every day I have a new symptom to worry about, but with a doctor's confirmation that something is wrong/could be wrong/THE UNKNOWN I'm freaking out. I've been in tears for a solid two days, which is really inconvenient as it's my first week back for college + I'm working a new job. People are telling me I am overreacting, but the rational part of me is so drowned out by my hypochondria right now.
If the my WBC is still low next time, I have to go to a blood specialist.
I just want to go back to my normal, unwarranted worries/fears at this point.
Anyone else relate?