ashlynmarieee
08-11-2012, 11:17 PM
My name is Ashlyn, I'm 19 years old and I'm a wreck.
I have been diagnosed with general anxiety, i've always had a weird way of coping with things, but it never even occurred to me, until i began getting panic attacks alot, and when i wasnt having trouble breathing, i was so anxious and jittery that i couldn't function like a normal human being.
I started picking at my arms, legs and face, sometimes i would pick at scabs, but i often times just scratched and picked at any little bump i could feel, and most of the time not even realizing i was doing it.
I started looking like i was using crack on a daily basis, but i wasnt.
I am a drug addict, but that is not one of the drugs that i use/used.
I started taking citalopram 20mg today. and i really hope that it works.
because recently, it has been so bad, that me and my boyfriend of two years have been fighting like we have been enemies for two years.
and it break my heart, because he really is the first person that ever made me feel like a beautiful person, he looks at me like i am the only girl in the world.
i really very excited to start using this forum, because i need help.
but having anxiety, for me makes it very hard to put my thoughts into words,
and posting on a forum, means that i have to put them into words.....
i know i need help, desperately...
I have been diagnosed with general anxiety, i've always had a weird way of coping with things, but it never even occurred to me, until i began getting panic attacks alot, and when i wasnt having trouble breathing, i was so anxious and jittery that i couldn't function like a normal human being.
I started picking at my arms, legs and face, sometimes i would pick at scabs, but i often times just scratched and picked at any little bump i could feel, and most of the time not even realizing i was doing it.
I started looking like i was using crack on a daily basis, but i wasnt.
I am a drug addict, but that is not one of the drugs that i use/used.
I started taking citalopram 20mg today. and i really hope that it works.
because recently, it has been so bad, that me and my boyfriend of two years have been fighting like we have been enemies for two years.
and it break my heart, because he really is the first person that ever made me feel like a beautiful person, he looks at me like i am the only girl in the world.
i really very excited to start using this forum, because i need help.
but having anxiety, for me makes it very hard to put my thoughts into words,
and posting on a forum, means that i have to put them into words.....
i know i need help, desperately...