surfacing
07-28-2012, 02:51 PM
Its the wedding of an old friend of mine tomorrow.
We haven't been in touch much be as we've both been busy, I've been having a bit of a meltdown and just lost my job, haven't had her phone number in a while. I didn't go to her first hen weekend as I couldn't afford it and the second one recently was at the greyhound races and im not comfortable with that and I was exhausted so didn't go.
I sent her a Facebook message last night saying I'm sorry I haven't been in touch, that I've been having a tough time (am sure she's sick of hearing that!) but would see her tomorrow but she didn't reply so I am really nervous and depressed, on top of all my worry about getting fired and losing my flat.
I know it is silly and she is really happy go lucky and bad at keeping in touch and hardly uses Facebook and she's getting married tomorrow. I guess I feel really guilty for not being around and am not sure if I'm still wanted.
We haven't been in touch much be as we've both been busy, I've been having a bit of a meltdown and just lost my job, haven't had her phone number in a while. I didn't go to her first hen weekend as I couldn't afford it and the second one recently was at the greyhound races and im not comfortable with that and I was exhausted so didn't go.
I sent her a Facebook message last night saying I'm sorry I haven't been in touch, that I've been having a tough time (am sure she's sick of hearing that!) but would see her tomorrow but she didn't reply so I am really nervous and depressed, on top of all my worry about getting fired and losing my flat.
I know it is silly and she is really happy go lucky and bad at keeping in touch and hardly uses Facebook and she's getting married tomorrow. I guess I feel really guilty for not being around and am not sure if I'm still wanted.