Atalia
07-22-2012, 09:48 PM
Let me start off by saying I hope you take the time to read this. It will be long. Also, I'm a 15 year old female.
Anyways, now that I've been thinking about it, I realized I've been having anxiety for as long as I can remember.
When I was younger, I'd get frequent stomach aches. I never knew what it was, and I never really told anyone because I was scared.
When I started high school, I started getting stressed out but not really anxious. On April 11th, we moved houses in a short period of time which really stressed me out.
Now, I'm on summer break in a new neighborhood going to go to a new school soon. I'm nervous about that.
Anyways, since the move stressed me out so much, my mom and dad decided that me and my older brother (Who is 17) can go on vacation to California (I live in Arizona) and stay with my grandma, my step grandpa and my 16 year old tia during some of summer break.
We left on May 27th. We stayed until July 14th.
On June 28th, at approximately 5:00 am, I woke up with chest heaviness and feeling unable to breath.
I never really thought about anxiety back then, so I automatically thought it was a heart attack. I panicked and it got worse and worse. I immediately woke up my brother, who woke up my grandma. She took me to her doctor, since I obviously couldn't go to mine. He said it was nothing, that something in my chest was inflamed or something. (I couldn't really understand because he spoke Spanish to my grandma who has a hard time understanding English) Anyways he prescribed me some medicine and it worked pretty well.
But I had noticed that almost every time I went to bed I wouldn't be able to sleep due to a nervous feeling in my stomach. I googled "why do I feel so nervous all the time?" and that's when I read a lot about anxiety.
Well ever since then, anxiety has been on my mind 24/7. I started getting more and more anxiety/stress symptoms as well. Chest pain, nausea, my body feeling weak and sore, headaches, dizziness, really light periods, bleeding between periods, feeling unsteady and off balance, feeling scared all the time and crying for no reason. These all aren't at the same time (or else I would be a complete wreck). Right now, my back and neck hurt and I feel dizzy and unsteady. I can't go to the doctor's until the 30th. Honestly, I'm really good at ignoring the symptoms they don't really interfere in my life much. Except when I'm feeling scared and crying, then I don't do things I usually enjoy. Can someone give me advice on how to deal with it? Is this something more serious? Please help me, I'm so scared. Thank you.
Also, are there any medications you guys would recommend for my age and symptoms?
Anyways, now that I've been thinking about it, I realized I've been having anxiety for as long as I can remember.
When I was younger, I'd get frequent stomach aches. I never knew what it was, and I never really told anyone because I was scared.
When I started high school, I started getting stressed out but not really anxious. On April 11th, we moved houses in a short period of time which really stressed me out.
Now, I'm on summer break in a new neighborhood going to go to a new school soon. I'm nervous about that.
Anyways, since the move stressed me out so much, my mom and dad decided that me and my older brother (Who is 17) can go on vacation to California (I live in Arizona) and stay with my grandma, my step grandpa and my 16 year old tia during some of summer break.
We left on May 27th. We stayed until July 14th.
On June 28th, at approximately 5:00 am, I woke up with chest heaviness and feeling unable to breath.
I never really thought about anxiety back then, so I automatically thought it was a heart attack. I panicked and it got worse and worse. I immediately woke up my brother, who woke up my grandma. She took me to her doctor, since I obviously couldn't go to mine. He said it was nothing, that something in my chest was inflamed or something. (I couldn't really understand because he spoke Spanish to my grandma who has a hard time understanding English) Anyways he prescribed me some medicine and it worked pretty well.
But I had noticed that almost every time I went to bed I wouldn't be able to sleep due to a nervous feeling in my stomach. I googled "why do I feel so nervous all the time?" and that's when I read a lot about anxiety.
Well ever since then, anxiety has been on my mind 24/7. I started getting more and more anxiety/stress symptoms as well. Chest pain, nausea, my body feeling weak and sore, headaches, dizziness, really light periods, bleeding between periods, feeling unsteady and off balance, feeling scared all the time and crying for no reason. These all aren't at the same time (or else I would be a complete wreck). Right now, my back and neck hurt and I feel dizzy and unsteady. I can't go to the doctor's until the 30th. Honestly, I'm really good at ignoring the symptoms they don't really interfere in my life much. Except when I'm feeling scared and crying, then I don't do things I usually enjoy. Can someone give me advice on how to deal with it? Is this something more serious? Please help me, I'm so scared. Thank you.
Also, are there any medications you guys would recommend for my age and symptoms?