Insanity

[m123]

I have these moments where I literally feel like I am losing control, in the sense of "not being me". I can't explain it... Like I am being pushed out of my own mind. Arughh, its hard to try and describe anything to do with all of this. Not like, a panic attack or anxiety attack. Just literally like for a moment, I have lost control of my own mind. If I can think of ways to describe this better I will post it on here... I hate when my mind is so occupied :/

[peaceandlove]

a sense of being overwhelmed?

[dazza]

a sense of being overwhelmed?

Completely drunk? lol

[m123]

I feel both of those ways permanently lol (Least I can laugh at that)

No, it is more like being pushed out of my own mind for a few seconds.

I just wish I could get a full body check... mainly my brain.

It sucks...

[anxiousoutcast]

Are you feeling like things around you aren't real? Like you're not real? I get derealization often and its a common anxiety symptom.

[m123]

Yeah, I have suffered from derealization for as long as I can remember. There is the feeling of derealization... and permanent derealization which I have. It sucks pretty bad, but I have learnt to live with it unfortunately.