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laurandisorder
07-04-2012, 06:44 AM
Ugh. I don't know where to start. I'm supposed to be going on holiday tomorrow for my 30th birthday. My parents are going, my sister and her partner are going and I am supposed to be going with my partner.

He is sick, completely sick with stress and anxiety about going away. If he doesn't come with me, our relationship is basically over. It will be one of many, many, many let downs I have suffered through in the past three years (we have been together eight). One night before we are supposed to go and now I am physically sick because of all this stress. I'm talking hyper anxiety, panic attacks and vomiting. I can't eat, I'm just throwing up bile.

I was looking forward to this so much and now I just don't know what is going to happen. I'm supposed to be on a plane in less than 12 hours. I'm completely phobic of flying. I just don't know what to do.