MissPriss84
02-08-2007, 08:34 PM
I was diagnosed with Anxiety in 2001 and ever since then i've been a mess.
For a while my anxiety slowed down, I would still have my OCD issues and what not but I wasn't really anxious, until last month...
My fiances mother died out of no where, and when I say out of no where, I mean it.
We got a call she was dead on January 9th, we rushed to her house and saw her body on the living room floor. My legs went so numb from being so nervous that I had to sit down right away.
I've never seen a dead body before and I kept like running situations in my head of how she could have died.
Ever since that night, i've had horrible headaches, a heavy feeling in my head, a lump like feeling in my throat, feeling like I'm going to die, constant worries about dying, etc.
Is this my anxiety or what? I can't help how I feel anymore, it's almost like I can't enjoy anything. I'm only 23 years old, I do have Multiple Sclerosis wich is another worry of mine. Trying to relax but as we all know, it's not easy.
My head is bothering me right this minute and I want to rush to the ER because I'm scared it's a tumor or I feel like i'm going to pass out. It's like a heavy feeling with pressure in my jaw and forehead.
Any ideas or input would be greatly apriciated..
For a while my anxiety slowed down, I would still have my OCD issues and what not but I wasn't really anxious, until last month...
My fiances mother died out of no where, and when I say out of no where, I mean it.
We got a call she was dead on January 9th, we rushed to her house and saw her body on the living room floor. My legs went so numb from being so nervous that I had to sit down right away.
I've never seen a dead body before and I kept like running situations in my head of how she could have died.
Ever since that night, i've had horrible headaches, a heavy feeling in my head, a lump like feeling in my throat, feeling like I'm going to die, constant worries about dying, etc.
Is this my anxiety or what? I can't help how I feel anymore, it's almost like I can't enjoy anything. I'm only 23 years old, I do have Multiple Sclerosis wich is another worry of mine. Trying to relax but as we all know, it's not easy.
My head is bothering me right this minute and I want to rush to the ER because I'm scared it's a tumor or I feel like i'm going to pass out. It's like a heavy feeling with pressure in my jaw and forehead.
Any ideas or input would be greatly apriciated..