Peaceful Steve
07-02-2012, 09:40 PM
Hi all,
Just wanted to get my thoughts out in the open to see what people say. Man I feel like Ive made some
real bad mistakes this last year. Professionally I feel Ive worked as hard as I could and done a lot of
hours per week. The problem is that its impacted me socially to the point that when the weekend comes
Ive had quite a few big blow outs e.g. getting real drunk and going wild. My biggest anxiety is that Ive
visited brothels a number of 11 times in the last year and a half and it really bothers me. Personally
I dont see a huge amount wrong with it as long as its consensual and no one is getting hurt but for
me it tends to bring me down because its not the type of person I want to be. I wish I could go back in
time and take it away but I cant and I dont know what to do to feel better about the mistakes that I have made.
Just wanted to get my thoughts out in the open to see what people say. Man I feel like Ive made some
real bad mistakes this last year. Professionally I feel Ive worked as hard as I could and done a lot of
hours per week. The problem is that its impacted me socially to the point that when the weekend comes
Ive had quite a few big blow outs e.g. getting real drunk and going wild. My biggest anxiety is that Ive
visited brothels a number of 11 times in the last year and a half and it really bothers me. Personally
I dont see a huge amount wrong with it as long as its consensual and no one is getting hurt but for
me it tends to bring me down because its not the type of person I want to be. I wish I could go back in
time and take it away but I cant and I dont know what to do to feel better about the mistakes that I have made.