Dont know how to feel.

[UpNDown]

My boyfriend and I have been going out for 2 months and I love him very much but I keep feeling like I am a burden on him for all my anxiety about things. I have a really difficult time in public places and it is just really hard to relax and be laid back.

He is very patient and he loves me very much. I just need some help on how to keep my anxiety lower so I can enjoy my days out with him without nearly passing out.

Any help would be greatly appreciated.

[dazza]

ALREADY in love after just two months? WOW! lol

Sorry... off topic...

It sounds like you've got a bit of a bumpy journey ahead of you to be honest.
You come across as very young and so have a lot of life experiences to gain... not least of all your battles with anxiety.

He's got to understand & be patient with you (else it most likely won't work)
You should seek professional help (councillor / cognetive therapist)

Until you seek such help, you're probably gonna be stuck in the same rut for some time.