abductodude
06-14-2012, 12:36 AM
Hey, guys. I posted and joined a while back, and you guys got me to a better point. So I came back.
Here is what I put on Yahoo Answers.
"I am 16 years old and have had anxiety since May of 2011. When I first got it, I would constantly have anxiety attacks, resulting in a living hell for me. I kept having them until November, when they stopped temporarily. Then I started having them in random situations, has I do now. When I get in an argument with someone, about to hang out with friends, video games, etc. Smaller situations really.
The anxiety slowed GREATLY during the school year, as I have noticed. When Summer started May 25th, it slowly started coming back. I am at home every day with full access to the internet, leading into my next case - hypochondria. EVERY time something happens, wether I am coughing for no reason, throw up a little, headache, bad breathing - I look it up. I cannot help it. I didn't really do it at all during the school year.
The main thing I search is "Severe head tics" and things of the sort. When I think about it, get the slightest bit excited about anything, sad, angry, anything, my head tics. I close my eyes for a second and my head with jerk it self to one or both sides. And right before it happens, I feel it. I have this weird, irritating feeling in my body (mainly my thighs and legs, for some reason.)
My parents have refused to listen to me ever since it started. Their line they use every time is "Get over it. It is all in your head." It sucks a lot. I can't go to the doctor, psychologist, or anything. They took me once in December and everything was normal. Now every time I ask, they say "We wasted $300 on you to find out nothing was wrong, which we told you the whole time!"
I don't know. It all scares me to death.
For additional detail, I am a pretty skinny kid who doesn't eat any form of vegetable, eats some meats, not really fruits, a lot of crap, drinks soda and some water when I go walking, and I stay up until like 2:00 or 3:00 AM every night. (the past few nights I have.)
AND I forgot to mention, last night it struck me. I was breathing fine playing my games until I went to bed at 3:45 AM. I started being scared because of my breathing. It got extremely hard to get in/out air. And I have suicidal thoughts... sometimes. Too much to explain, really."
It went away, but came back... help?
Here is what I put on Yahoo Answers.
"I am 16 years old and have had anxiety since May of 2011. When I first got it, I would constantly have anxiety attacks, resulting in a living hell for me. I kept having them until November, when they stopped temporarily. Then I started having them in random situations, has I do now. When I get in an argument with someone, about to hang out with friends, video games, etc. Smaller situations really.
The anxiety slowed GREATLY during the school year, as I have noticed. When Summer started May 25th, it slowly started coming back. I am at home every day with full access to the internet, leading into my next case - hypochondria. EVERY time something happens, wether I am coughing for no reason, throw up a little, headache, bad breathing - I look it up. I cannot help it. I didn't really do it at all during the school year.
The main thing I search is "Severe head tics" and things of the sort. When I think about it, get the slightest bit excited about anything, sad, angry, anything, my head tics. I close my eyes for a second and my head with jerk it self to one or both sides. And right before it happens, I feel it. I have this weird, irritating feeling in my body (mainly my thighs and legs, for some reason.)
My parents have refused to listen to me ever since it started. Their line they use every time is "Get over it. It is all in your head." It sucks a lot. I can't go to the doctor, psychologist, or anything. They took me once in December and everything was normal. Now every time I ask, they say "We wasted $300 on you to find out nothing was wrong, which we told you the whole time!"
I don't know. It all scares me to death.
For additional detail, I am a pretty skinny kid who doesn't eat any form of vegetable, eats some meats, not really fruits, a lot of crap, drinks soda and some water when I go walking, and I stay up until like 2:00 or 3:00 AM every night. (the past few nights I have.)
AND I forgot to mention, last night it struck me. I was breathing fine playing my games until I went to bed at 3:45 AM. I started being scared because of my breathing. It got extremely hard to get in/out air. And I have suicidal thoughts... sometimes. Too much to explain, really."
It went away, but came back... help?