hmmm

[anxiousmess]

the community treatment team sent me a letter the other day saying that i qualified for their services.
im now on the waiting list to see one of their workers!

i've also gone up on to the 100mg of sertraline. the CTT advised me to do so in order to help my obsessions.

i thought my obsessions had gone! money was tight, and so i haven't actually been able to.
although i had been window shopping and depressing myself with lack of funds. i thought i was moving forward.

then my mam brought down her studio catalogue. i'm getting 3 quilts, and my dad is ordering me another one today!

thinking about it now it's over with - why 4?

i'm obviously not getting better - even with the 100mg

[cherub]

It takes time and you won't stop these obsessions over night. My friend is very much like you and she went to a herbalist and was given white chestnut bach flower remedy which she uses alongside her meds. She says it has made a huge difference to her so it may be something you would like to try