ladyashley
01-19-2007, 08:48 PM
I've really decided I want to be more positive and i want to try to take control of my axiety- i was feeling really good until i got in the car with my boyfriend to drive 2 and 1/2 hours to his house- something about being in the car freaks me out- i think i just feel trapped or extra nervous about everything- like if something were to happen to me I would have no where to go! The past couple days i have had the worst tension headache as well- it runs up my neck then basically all over me head- even causing my head to have these weird tingles- which is creppy- So of course during the car ride i thought i was going to have a stroke :(
I know i need to chill out because I am putting so much strain on my body worrying about eveything that could go wrong with my health and i am only 21 years old! I feel like even though i know it's anxiety and nothing else at times that doesn't matter i cannot stop it!
*my other ongoing problem is my pain that is in my lower right adomen/ upper thigh (almost) It's a weird feeling that has been going on for months-it's like below my hip bone in my adomen and has been pretty constant- i've gotten some tests done to rule out my appendix then i was told it could be cysts but nothing has been proved- I have been getting so many tests with no answers and it's getting costly (even though my parents said they would spend all the money in the world to make me feel better) I feel so bad. I just don't understand what it is- whether it could be a torn muslce, an ulcer, cancer?!, hernia, cysts, you name it i've looked it up and it's on my mind. I've gotten a cat can and ultrasounds done -neither showed anything- what should i do next?! :(
I know i need to chill out because I am putting so much strain on my body worrying about eveything that could go wrong with my health and i am only 21 years old! I feel like even though i know it's anxiety and nothing else at times that doesn't matter i cannot stop it!
*my other ongoing problem is my pain that is in my lower right adomen/ upper thigh (almost) It's a weird feeling that has been going on for months-it's like below my hip bone in my adomen and has been pretty constant- i've gotten some tests done to rule out my appendix then i was told it could be cysts but nothing has been proved- I have been getting so many tests with no answers and it's getting costly (even though my parents said they would spend all the money in the world to make me feel better) I feel so bad. I just don't understand what it is- whether it could be a torn muslce, an ulcer, cancer?!, hernia, cysts, you name it i've looked it up and it's on my mind. I've gotten a cat can and ultrasounds done -neither showed anything- what should i do next?! :(