Dissociation??

[dthbyluv]

I'm going to tell my symptoms the best I can and am wondering if anyone feels the same. I'm not sure if this is Dissociation or what is going on. I've had anxiety my whole life. The thing I hate the most is Feelings of tunnel vision kinda or cloudy eyesite in a sense maybe. My focus is way off and I'm off balance. I hate it so much. My kids are talking to me and It goes in one ear and out the other not because I am ignoring them but because I can't concentrate. I thought I was going to pass out once last year like I was 'blacking out'. I went to urgent care and of course I just get put off because it "only anxiety" ugh. Today I took half a Xanax, ate something and laid down for 15 mins cuz I had to go to work or it woulda been a long nap. I felt a bit better but not 100%. Thanks for any input.

Kelly