im tired of feeling the way i do

[rocknmetaldude]

Everyone seems to hqve their hand out for the selves i have my hand out to help people who need it i try my best but when i need help everyone pulls theor hand in and leaves me for dead.... i want to end it so bad but i just cant... i feel so alone in my life so hated and hurt and if my friends had a chance and could get something outa of it they would stab me in the back... i dont want to feel this and worst anymore

[lblanchard]

People are selfish, I have had this in the past. I have always felt as if I am very giving person that just wants to make sure people are happy and taken care of. As I have gotten older I have realized who my true friends are. Its a give and take relationship. Don't loose hope though. There are good people out there that will care for you they way you care for them. Some times it takes time to find them but when you do they are a friend for life no matter what happens. I am a very good listener, I know you don't know me but if you just need to rant send me a message and I am more than happy to listen. It will get better, just hang in there :)

[rocknmetaldude]

Thanks and ill keep that in mind