cheeta
04-04-2012, 05:19 AM
I am new here. am not sure what 'disorder' I have ...
I have left the house 2 times in the past 6 years.
once to go for a drive with my partner and a friend, at night time
and once to move to this new house.
I feel no need to go out. I have let all my former friendships lapse, and feel no need to talk with them even on the phone.
I dont like people to visit me.
I have very good online friends who i enjoy talking to and a great relationship with my partner (who doesn't push me to go out).
I do have multiple sclerosis, and stopped going out when my driver's license was refused for renewal, due to mobility problems.
I do not see any point in visiting the doctor because previous treatment just made me feel worse from the side effects.
I can't say I have dehabilitating anxeity attacks, because I suppose I don't put myself in a situation where I would.
But I also can't say I don't feel anxeity because I do. I hate it when there is someone at the door, and noone else at home to answer.
I will wait and hope they just go away.
Anyway, that is basically me. Not sure whether I am happy or unhappy, but can honestly say when nobody is bothering me, I am pretty much content.
I have left the house 2 times in the past 6 years.
once to go for a drive with my partner and a friend, at night time
and once to move to this new house.
I feel no need to go out. I have let all my former friendships lapse, and feel no need to talk with them even on the phone.
I dont like people to visit me.
I have very good online friends who i enjoy talking to and a great relationship with my partner (who doesn't push me to go out).
I do have multiple sclerosis, and stopped going out when my driver's license was refused for renewal, due to mobility problems.
I do not see any point in visiting the doctor because previous treatment just made me feel worse from the side effects.
I can't say I have dehabilitating anxeity attacks, because I suppose I don't put myself in a situation where I would.
But I also can't say I don't feel anxeity because I do. I hate it when there is someone at the door, and noone else at home to answer.
I will wait and hope they just go away.
Anyway, that is basically me. Not sure whether I am happy or unhappy, but can honestly say when nobody is bothering me, I am pretty much content.